What's the point of trying so hard when the people around you aren't doing their best at all?
WELL, TODAY's STORY
It Started that I am suppose to go to the MOE with my aunt and mom to register my cousin's stuff, well it went on till pretty late cause they were taking their OWN SWEET TIME.. darn it.
So Didnt have enough time to go to *The school I want to try appealing* So I was like Hell Disappointed AGAIN, for the dont know how many th time... So yea didnt talk and stuff, mum got pissed then im like thinking " HELL YOU DIDNT EVEN TAKE IT SERIOUSLY WHY ? IS IT WRONG TO SHOW YOU MY DISAPPOINTMENT? " SO yea... Went home on different train with them cause i SIMPLY CANT TAKE IT.
Okay so i plan to not talk to her until dinner ... i just "FORGIVE" So i talked and put the anger aside. When i start on the topic of transferring thing again SHE IGNROES LIKE HELL. SOO... I just ren lor.  Ren le yi xia zi.. I do my own stuff have my own fun with cousin helping andy they all to plan for tomorrow. Then they planned a sleepover thing =D However the plans for tomorrow isnt gonna be a fun one so i went on a "sian" mood and just agree on whatever they say.. Hey guys i really liked wenglum's idea >.< heeheh
So NOT ALLOWED TO STAY OVER. *CRASHED* The End I dont wanna talk to her alrdy. dont want her to bytch around even futher.. SIAN I JUST CANT TAKE IT.Umm
Nest year cant go back to FLY cause of tuition =.- Must continue to have faith!Must be able to go back to FLY! Maybe i should join CHC service.... BUT I LOVE BCC!! =((( Hope my prayers come true!