Finally I have the time to blog !
This year i could seriously find no time to come online to blog, even if i am online i would either be busy discussing about scouts stuff or checking homework or even doing projects. Well, its sec2 year what can you expect? I think my mindset has change quite a lot, less immature and less tolerance ... err i think i phrase it wrongly, ahh well whatever. I seriously can't tolerate those who're self-centered, not serious when you really have to be, and well kinda sensitive to people around them, am i weird or what?
CNY was fine went back to Indonesia XD JKT and Bandung, got souveniors for my awesome scouts brothers& sisters. I screwed up even more this year, especially IPW group. Hell i brought even more troubles to myself. Oh no and my grades are slipping like mad. From a acceptable pass to JUST Pass, umphh. A lot of reflection to do on this -.- oh and trainings are taking over my life. I really have no choice but to admit that my team will never be ready on time for comp we're on the losing end, *sigh* but what can we do? We're not even training seriously. i tried to give way and be forgiving up ended up being the "follower". Hell no one likes that right? geeze. Ohh, today's training ended early cause of some reason. Saw Sarah, she was injured, find dingxiang. Lol stupid guy anyhow spray, then clara went to get ice. I helped her:D yay me! my fingers were kinda numb but well worth it:D Farina is freaking stressed out. Can we please start being serious during training even when the seniors arent around? Haiz lets not dwell on it . I have undone history homework, test to be signed, science to be revised. Luckily Joanne's willing to tutor me for science:D yay love her!
Got to go now, byyeeee~ omg i still love dominic's msn display pic!*randoming*
i feel dumb and stupid after knowing the truth,
what can i do? my behavior was utterly unacceptable. I feel really disgusted having to think about the past. I'm really sorry, i am changing for the better, i wont be so blinded by "it" anymore. I will be more mature yeas? I wont be the same as last time anymore, getting ruled all the time by emotions. Oh yea I DONT CRY FOR DUMB REASONS-.- that i cant accept k? coz i rarely cry umphh... except this year a few times. ARG that's not the bloody point!
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