have been putting up a strong fight for so long,
I'm just so sick of pretending, acting and running away from the truths
why ?
why do i feel so lonely
as if like i've no one, completely no one with me.
its so different.
unlike the past when i truly have friends
when i truly feel the bond, the friendship and not just acts .
ycs is gone, forever...
i can't stop thinking of it.
i can't stop thinking about the decisions which i regret making...
what is this?
have been trying so hard.
好人真难做
Be me for a second
and you'd never want to
ever again~