Been so stressed up lately. 
Like just have this feeling that I would stop topping classes and level. 
Relationship is a mess too. 
Between friends , him ...
Have been restricting myself from so many things just for him( no I'm not complaining). It's worth it. Right ?Seeing people around me trying to struggle through their romance chapters is just... Weird
It makes me feel like I'm not contented with what I have or I'm not cherishing what I have.
I feel helpless being unable to help those who are having tough times. To them I would never understand how they feel just cause I'm having a stable r/s. please, I went through worse. I went through many cases too. I understand I know. I can feel for others. Here comes the complicated part, I extended my
Warmest help to others. At that moment they will tell you things like all the time. I understand that these ppl need comfort like almost all the time because they feel insecure. Idk. 
Is the word " Appreciation " just another word in the dictionary or something people deserve. No I'm not looking for ppl who appreciates my effort but at least dont come and go like the wind. 
I really like this cliche ( to me) phrase: 
"Treat others like how you want to be treated"
I'm missing all the good times I had when I used to have a life. 
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