Ranting in process~

Many said 'm psychologically incline.
Yes, I understand the work of human's brain, mentality and how different character would have different reactions. Yes, some may say that it's just good observation skills or say that it's philosophically good .. Ya all sorts.
Well.. I don't exactly know and I don't exactly care about the terms defined this marvelous analytical brain of mine:) haha totally Bhb-ing. Jk:)
Everyone said ' there's no way you can understand yourself because you can't see yourself' who says? There's always this thing called mirror!
Look and reflect. That way you'd understand yourself more and you would act so rashly.
But I still do x) just my character ~
However, theres this part of me
Which can never define why I couldn't accept that they are so close.
Yes. My rants starts now~
It's probably because of a few major unrelated reasons like :
Because others see them as a bunch of flirts and bimbos.
Because I dislike the way they are
Because I dislike the fact that they don't even have the humility side of them. Example, they cant read deep or do In-depth studies about the human behaviors and psychology.
{I'm being really subjective here I know.}
Lastly , I dislike the way they influence people to participate In their immature acts and thus changing ones beautiful imperfect character to someone who cares about their social image( not saying that one shouldn't care, they can, but not to the extend where you pretend to be someone else just to polish that "image" of you)
Coming back to my
Unhappiness :/
So I shall Let x be the person I am going to' talk ' about and y be that group of Friends.
As inferred from the top, I agree to be a very observant person. Many a
Time, I observed that x always seemed to be happier and more
Cheerful after spending a day with them. I could hear the excitement and happiness from x's heart as the person speaks or share about the day.
I'm not a fool. I have feelings, I can feel it. By covering up the fun and interesting things x had done, x just covered it up with a really stupid excuse which 'supposed to' flatter the person. Ah sorry am not :)
It just made me clearer about your feelings and actions. Hah, you can't fool me!
Going on, from my inference, x seemed to not understand what y look at x as.
It's obvious from any outsiders point
Of view that you guys are a group! They stereotyped x like the y just because they 'appeared ' to be really close, having fun, causing trouble , laughing, blah blah. Ugh. It just frustrates me whenever I thought about it. Sigh but as I am told 大人有大量, I'm not childish to be insensitive about the whole matter so I'll just 'whatever '
But I'm just here ranting cause I need to share before I bottle it all too much and. Boooooomz.
it had always been y's wishes * dramatic blinks and sparks *
To take a group photo Tgt and place it at idk. Somewhere they can bring around with and pardon me but ...
FUCK THIS SHIT.
x fulfilled their wish like w/o realizing.
Normally I would just go on cursing
' WHAT A DOGGGGG WOOFF WOOF" yet again I have to better control my temper with chill pill *meditates*
-calmed-
It may seemed so vague and confusing but i do not want to reveal too much as I shouldn't be.
May God always always be with me!