Hey readers it's Saturday ! Yea! BOOM SHAKALAKA ! Honestly now I feel like I like and am a part of pbsc (y)
For those who don't understand it stands for prefectorial board and student councils :)
Imma SC!
Ohkay. I love the leaders shirt that's one. And yea a lot of shit lot happened to me for these pasts months as can be seen from my previous posts. Sorry for all the Emo shit. Now back to reality.
I have a lot of ppl to thank:)
Melissa Tan YZ is the first ! YAYYY
She helped me through the tunnels and keep telling me to look out for stars in the night sky. Most importantly she supports me through these time. U love her:)
Next is none other than ZLXE:)
Bi, thanks for giving me this chance w/o it I wouldn't have woke up:) cloudy have try to change. :)
Thenn will be, Sarah Tan XY,
This babe is the first person I called at that time. I sounded likea dying chick on the phone w her. Gosh. She always hear me rant about everything in unhappy about. :) love you babe.

After reading thru my best friend's blog. I felt the same way as her. It's true, I'm hardly the one who apologies. Always start okay START the argument w/o realizing. Then only know how to cry and cry and cry.
I felt like that was totally not me. I used to be cold hearted , alone, and yea I hardly open up so much. Until I met
My boy who is currently my world.
He made me feel loved for the first time. Really loved you know? Then I begin to warm up to people and especially him. Then tadaaaaa. I am trying to be more socialble too :)
I cant imagine days without him. I meant like, yea like what many girls or not... Would do
Be the one crying and fighting and begging for him to come back if he left. If he had left. I would have been sent to IMH. Cause I have emotion problem which is a lil psychological problem. Yea. Okay I know it's hard to really say it out.
But I'm glad I made up with her ystd and we are talking like how we used to :) I love her too you knw? Hehe
If you're reading I want ur hugs arh! * Pedo *
Yea

Jealousy used to be my biggest problem in primary sch and cause I've been a cold blooded animal during my lower sec years, I stop that feeling and yep, now it's back. I felt as if u both were Doing it on purpose , sit side by side walk together side by side WOAH Friday I nearly died of jealousy. But I told myself. It's not that way. Both of them are innocent:) I trust them:) so yea I SURVIVED! Woohoo! Clapclap!

So dear, whatever I have promised I will keep to it yea! lots of love <3