Hey readers! Shag from camp! Will tell you more
About it next time now I needa let
My emotions flow.
Dear girl,
I am really speechless now. What should I say ? Am I suppose to just read it off your mind and tell myself, well you never really liked me, you're neutral, I tried hard and imma failure?
Maybe that's what the fAct is.
But, what is it that I cannot understand of you. Okay maybe ure not in your mood. I can understand the reason but, ah, once bitten twice shy. I regret trying again and again. It sucks but, I'm really stupid to tell myself " Jia you, move on".
I have no idea what else I can do. Give you time, be really nice, cared, well ?
Maybe you would have been really happy that he almost let me go. Ago you can have quality time with him. I know, I too want to spend time with my own brother. But sadly, he can't be with me. The message hurts, the actions hurt more.
Its like pistol shot right through and the hole remains. Scars remain. To remind myself how imperfect life is.
Philosophy also can't help me.

So much to think for,
So much pain to tolerate,
So much disappointment to bear