I had never felt so empty before. It felt like ure distancing urself from me.
I'm sorry. I wish I hadn't been like that to you. I'm selfish. I know.
But this heavy stone in my heart gets heavier and heavier each day. I wish I can switch place with her. So that I can be in your class with you every lesson. Instead of her I'm jealous. I admit ... After so long I am really jealous of her.
She used to be your love before you met me. And fate brought me and you together. We're not breaking up ( thankfully) but deep inside it felt that way. After reading ur SMS twice. The feeling , the pain spreads so quickly that my tears flow quick. I was desperate to get you back.
This is like my first time ever wanting to be with a guy for the rest of my life. I am so .. Attached to him that every piece of memory is. Now lingering in my mind. I rmb what a friend said to me today, my reply to him was the proudest reply ever. And when I first step into slo? What i heard today. Was also the best.
I miss him so much. I love him as much too. I cannot bear to let go. I not. I just merely have a simple request now. Which is to spend time with him till I ... Can settle back into place. I am beginning to really like pbsc. And I regret not letting go of lsh earlier.