God has been really kind to me by allowing me to understand all the nonsense teachers ate going through in class:) He is awesome! God still pampers me even though I'm a bad bad bad girl:/
Speech day rehearsal? Nonsense. I want Mr Pillai to take charge. Seriously I thought scouts GOH? Why don't let mr fong take charge? You're just messing up the entire parade. First no march in , second you don't give clear instructions. Want my squad to stand there just to train their stamina? Please, say it out , encourage them.
How do I feel? Shit la what shiok?
hais. After reading my friend's blog I feel her. Same as her. Just that I can express it out as well as she did.
All I think about when I'm asleep, awake is that I haven't been good enough and I regretted so much.
Hear me? I DEEPLY REGRET OKAY? I do ....
Don't feel like living? Yeah I knw but I will miss him even more if I don't live. And the others... Those who kept me company through these few days. Guys, I'm sorry if i have been whiny, irritating, and emotional.
God would you please let miracle happen once more? Just once more....