Is it just me? Really? It feels so gloomy
Right now. What I feared have come, getting really sick mentally.. I lied through my teeth, purely with words
" I'm fine, "
Forget it, it's okay "
am crying inside... It doesn't hurt but it did create an impact. I'd rather one get angry at me than to be bothered and worried over me. It's just not what I expect anymore.
Who am I kidding? My fantasy is over? Having those who care 24/7 those who'd make me
So touched that i'd Cry because of them instead.
Somehow im just so immune to all the hard words , I can swallow it, but I can't swallow my emotions.

I just needed someone at that time I cried, I cried so hard, my eyes swell. It hurt so much I didn't know what I was doing. Im fked ..