Probably the reason why I'm staying up to blog is because :
I can't stand it anymore. I can't even sit on top of it and pretended that I am totally not bothered.
Guess what,
I had enough. More than enough.
Maybe the reason why I don't show or why I wouldn't/will not/blah have a full complete feeling is because I dont think <___> is ready at all.
Who wants to go through another roller coaster r/s? Oops. Not me. Not the person I have in mind? Or my
Expectations were again too high? Both? Idk guess it yourself.
Bros before hoes, studies before love, family before self.
Gonna live by that.
I have high expectations of everything.
Dont like it? Can't keep up?
No one ask you to anyway.
Seriously annoyed, I don't Even know why I didn't just shoot and be so straightforward.
Maybe it's because I don't want to add more emotional stress , you can't handle that Amount of stress already. I'm not that bad to put on more
Stress, furthermore, I care. Yea yea.
Go care about yourself first.
Spare a thought for me? Don't need. You never did.
Bye.