Is it that difficult?
To want someone who can see pain through words of anger, sarcasm,
Someone who'd just not judge and just listen and still tell me " everything is gonna be okay, don't worry, I will listen"
Even if it doesn't help, even if one couldn't do anything to change the situation. Is it that hard?

I didn't want you to make a stand, I didnt want it to be the way that it is now. You being in between people. Because of me..
All I ask is for your understanding, your support.
I'm not someone who is strong enough to fight judgements.
I hate-d HATED to be judge, to be insecure, to constantly be bothered by what others think.
Change and change, it's like.. Never ending.
Fall and stand up again?
Yea I will, but the injury is permanent.
The wound is left behind. The agony...

/: what can I do? Tell me what should I do? I'm tired of trying to figure out.
I don't want you to feel restricted.
I'm just that horrible.