So competition trainings are all over and time to mentally emotionally physically settle down for ANCO. First two days of course was not as bad? Surely there were tekan sessions and scolding screaming .. The list goes on.. But it's definitely better than my BN days. Kind of interact more with the other core cadets( wouldnt want to say why).
I understand why you both are very close now, since the situation is this way, then Well so be it? But please don't blame me if I do take my leadership seriously and bear no "kinship"( friendship) because what you have shown is merely 表面上的朋友. It's all right. True friends are rare. I will stick with the rare few. Thanks for showing me who You are.
I will fight for what I want, yes I'm no perfect or EVER good enough to resume Any heavy responsible NCO posts. But from now, after half a year of being a puppet, I'd show you an independent cadet I can Be.