"It's so rare to find a friend like you
Somehow when you're around the sky is always blue
The way we talk
The things you say
The way you make it all okay
And how you know
All of my jokes
But you laugh anyway... "
-Two Voices One Song
This song never fail to remind me of a friend who has been there for me like a personal psychiatrist(?) haha.
Update about Today!
Woke up early as usual because of lion dance training, i was late XD
Wasnt really in the mood to have training because i was that tired from last nights "partying".
But well since i am already down for it might as well just do it -.- yeapp..
I am really not expecting much from lion dance because i really feel that, well,
i have been doing all the SK ( not a lot but still i DID ) since sec1? Learning what to do for lion dance, taking note of what is needed for CNY performances, the type of lion head, where it is placed, taking care of it. Costume stock, yea i may not be an expert at it but if you ask me about it , i can still answer. Taking all the veterans comments as a pinch of salt, i still feel unfair.
I know I am given this chance to take up the position of Chairman, partially what i wanted, but i felt like, so, this few years the person who have been constantly the LD IC, staying throughout just get taken for granted.... i understand that my friend is better at LD, after all that's what he loves doing and im glad that i have such good friend to help out in the council taking care of LD.
But oh really? Then let's go on about the training. Just because Im a girl who... ya doesn't have enough strength to do it properly doesn't mean i don't have the heart to learn. I used to like LD more than scouting. At least at the very beginning.. hahahaa look at it now?
Sighhhh, one junior actually raised the point where it is meaningless to train and gets nothing out of it. Exactly like how i felt the past 2 years. But i still come for the training anyway, Why?
because i want to prove to them that ' Hey look, i really have the heart to learn, i may be slower at it, i may not have the strength, but please take it into consideration.... i dont want to go down and do the same thing for another year, let me advance a little".
Now that i dont look for a chance to perform, it would be a huge privilege,
Being more practical, i think i'd just take it as Weekly PT and a chance to learn something new:D doesnt matter if i cant do it, just by having the knowledge of it is good enough. Tell me how many girls out there have this chance to learn about LD? Rare few i guess?
My friend suggested that i quit YCS, as like he said wasting time being over concern about things i dont have to be, might even end up suffering in Os.
hahah well he didnt give me a choice to, he told me to just quit it.
Im sorry but im going against this and being firm at Staying through till at most April.
Oher commitment wise, will just take it as it is. Getting really burnt out already
Simplest thing like planning event has become something i dread the most. Gosh....
super burnt!
English Mock Exam tomorrow, it could have been a comprehension paper which i dont have to prepare much for. HOW ITS A FREAKING PAPER1!! AHHHHZ... lets hope i do well XD
That's all Folks!
"20/1/13"
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