I wish I'm still your favorite girl.

Or, their apple of the eye

Maybe, his only friend

I wish,

I'm smarter ,
Prettier,
More cheerful,

I also wish; I could be,
A better friend
A better girl
A better scout

And...
Like able , love able enough.
In that way, I wouldn't have to care about what others think / judge.

Maybe , just maybe
I'm not important ,
The world would have been a better place w/o me.