I may seem strong and nonchalant
Hmmm am I?

Its been a toll of emotion one after the other, just how much more regrets am I going to have before I leave? I cant possibly put down my dislikes whats more, any other kind of ill feelings I have towards my secondary school days. There sure are fun and memorable times that I will reminiscence after years of leaving, but to be honest, I think those negative feelings play a bigger role and they outweighed those flamboyant memories.
I do not wish to leave this place still disliking people or having secrets or words unsaid to those that may mean a lot or a little to me.
Graduation Day is in less than a month's time,will I be able to fully let go of all these worries,burdens and frustration?
God please answer my prayer..

I can't wait to return to my second family,where I have no fear of negative feelings, wait scratch that, I mean lesser fear.  Some where I feel that people truly matters. .. they really matter..

Can't believe how much I prefer writing these thoughts down, it's quiet peaceful less dramatic. ...

Feelings are like balloons,when you keep too much in it may burst, though after some time it will deflate and diffuse away.
But if only feelings are like balloons where you can just let go with a matter of unclenching your hand.
The tighter your grip, the more painful it is.