I guess the cold caught me:/ slept reallt late last nighr because I was so paranoid about the mosquito in my room. Ever since young I seemed to have always been the mosquitoes' target and I hate them so much more than roaches.
Went for NPC meeting today well all I can say is the meeting was pretty draggy and seemed quite umprepared. Limsheng will NEVER allow us to hold meeting that way so unorganised and hey look I have shit to do sourcing for logistics. At least I pulled CE and athes along . Oh and two other scouts from east spring and one of them is super annoying :X crap.
Made up my mind to not be involved in the oct meeting and planning to tell them that after I get my logs stuff done. I just wwjt4 to get it over and done with tskkk.
Ohhh I want to go for tp rawks camp hehe and indulge myself in the environment but I realise we have prom the next day. .. quite bad idea cause after that its 6 days of SK at Sarimbun.  Booohoo.

Never good enough to be the one.
Enviously staring from a mere distance
"Why?" Is all I ever ask myself.
Our inner devil's poke stings as feeling of despair and coldness oozed out of our heart.
Have you ever feel as if you are sitting in the middle of a whirlpool looking out at the water spinning around you ,longing to reach out to the surface but being afraid of what will happen if you take a step out?