I predict that my L1R5 score to be above 20
Yeap. After. The papers and effort... I guess I really 'wake up my . ideas' and admit that. Im not the cut for academics.

Now I'd rather be shouted at for not aligning our bottles, tables, bunks properly. Being asked to run from point to point,marching till no end in the middle of the night.
I would very much rather be going through physical hell than this.

Im afraid of prelim3 results because I can never match up.
Heart breaks more than disappointment.
What if.. helping others in turn results to this? What if all i want to ask for tonight is to have a shoulder to cry on just for tonight?

Another thing is that I dont think im fit to feel angry and upset over this...
Well at least I dont need someone who's so elated to rub it on me.
It's as if I don't know what you think