All I can ever think now is
Why?
Why did I choose to change my subject.
Combine science a better choice? What fuck.
I hate every decision I made nothing turns out good. Why don't I just forget all about this.
I hate that im going to get criticised again and again. I hate it. I dont hate my tutor but... I hate how im never good enough.
Please im tired... I want to.be good enough for once