Believe me. What I could have said ive said.
What I can try to do. I tried.

This is going to be a straineous relationship with you. My close kin.

But sorry
Your so ever goal driven task oriented ,not family.oriented daughter is back.
Im not going to back down.
This is going to be it. What I want, what I dream of. Is going to start right here.
No more sweet realities.
its.back to cold bitter hard truth.