"thought you should i've tried my best to let go....

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I dont know how to be fine when im not"

I love Jesse McCartney.

So it's been a lot of shopping days and I ended up spending money on NPC stuff again.
I don't know how to refuse nice people you see... i guess i have been using Marcus's name a lot to get things done lol. What to do when you are on closer terms with one good leader which can actually do stuff xD.

Screwed up the lion dance thing today , i dont exactly feel bad about ruining the event as long as mrs chan stop pointing the fault at me. I MEAN Cy didn't take notice of the GOH right, it was right that the lions had to get in position, getting ready you cant juts say put it on then put it on. GOT SIGNAL I THOUGHT  YOU SHOULD KNOW VERY WELL HUR I THOUGHT YOU BOASTED SOMETHING ABOUT BEING ABLE TO DO IT BETTER THAN THE GIRLS HELLO THEY SEC1 WHAT THE M...F you want. oops sorry not sorry i shouldnt be bad mouthing you online, i respect that you stay in scouting for so many years but no, doesnt mean you are old and respected by many means you can be so.. ahhh forget it. Its been 4 years that i have tolerated. Tell me what will the unit be without us. Oh i forgot running so damn well..

ugh. Early meeting tomorrow, i cant wait for NPC to be over and done with. But well on the good note, I can finally say again that scouting does bring many people together. who would have thought that i'd get to meet another ex-yznite? hahas no wonder we get along pretty fast, like kinda just click.
Oh great another change of plan, thanks so much hur... anyway can get to sleep about half an hour more..
This is so not my actual O Level Plan... More of like Life just screw up time and time again for me making me regret my decisions. I am just so bored and moodless right now.. as usual im just spamming as many songs as i could now drown the thoughts and mood away.......

"Damned those sweet memories how do you how do you sleep"

"So close yet so far away, "

Hais i am in need of great entertainment 

"Take one step at a time, theres not need to rush"
"Find a reason to why, One step At A Time~"